"Open your eyes, I'm here."

I love you with every single ounce of my heart. I’ve known you for four, almost 5 years now. We dated for two of those, and didn’t speak for one. I honestly missed you like freaking crazy. I never even thought about not loving you. I knew we would be something big from the first time we kissed. I really do hope that everything works out, because I feel like I’d be nothing again with out you. I’d literally have a huge melt down. Again. Just having that thought makes my eyes tear up. I really don’t think that you know exactly how much I care about you. If you knew, you’d probably think that I was psycho. I’m not though, I promise. I just know how to love someone and be true to them. Especially you, since you came back into my life. I know I can be stubborn and I know for a fact that I can be a bitch. I try my best not to be though. Also, I want to be the person who makes you happy for the rest of your life. I want to be the one you tell Ich liebe dich to every day. I just, I love you. So fucking much it’s insane. Promise me that this won’t be a waste of either of our time? :’c

You know….

It really tears me apart inside when you’re hurting and don’t try talking to me about it. You know that I am here for you no matter what problems you’re having. I will always be that person. Even if you only come to me when you need advice and whatnot. Anyways, i’m supposed to be your best friend.. I’m sorry if I mess up and can’t do everything that you want me to do, but i’m only human. I can’t be perfect at everything I do. I just, I love you so much and I don’t want you hurting. I want to be here to help you. I don’t know if you’ll even be seeing this but, I just needed to vent. Bleh.

End rant.

I love you, more then I probably should. You mean so much to me, it’d be physically impossible to begin to explain. I miss you, and I can not wait to see you again and take pictures. :3 I’ll be looking forward to that. Actually, I’ve been looking forward to it for quite awhile now, but every time we hang out, we never get around to it. Oh well, it’ll happen eventually, I hope. Anyways, I hope that I make you as happy as you make me. If anything ever happened to you, I don’t know what I would do to be completely honest with you. I know that I would be lost and I’d never get over it. You’re the best person I know. You’ve got the kindest heart, the best personality, that cutest smile, most amazing voice in the world, and the best hugs ever. You are someone that is very dear to me. I talk to you more than I talk to my own family. I’m attached to you, and I think I’m addicted to your sweetness.<3 also, I have a secret….

I think I’ve fallen for you. Kthnxbai…